Agony Of The Heart

Mother's Love

"How are things with you?"

I'm doing very well these days.
The weather has been nice.
I have nothing else to say.

"Do you still hate me?" 

About what happened, I don't really want to explain myself to you.
There are some things people will never know unless you tell them.
I had you when I was the same age as you. 
When I'm in your current age, I was already a mother to you.

Back then, 
your father who I had thought was the sweetest man in the world, 
was physically abusing me.
In that, I messed up life I was living.
 I don't know how to comfort myself. 
That's why I was always so cold to you.

I only thought about myself. 
I was busy looking for myself.
However, I've always loved you. 
I'm just not good at expressing it. 

"The season has been great now, you know".

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