Agony Of The Heart

"How are things with you?"
I'm doing very well these days.
The weather has been nice.
I have nothing else to say.
"Do you still hate me?"
About what happened, I don't really want to explain myself to you.
There are some things people will never know unless you tell them.
I had you when I was the same age as you.
When I'm in your current age, I was already a mother to you.
Back then,
your father who I had thought was the sweetest man in the world,
was physically abusing me.
In that, I messed up life I was living.
I don't know how to comfort myself.
That's why I was always so cold to you.
I only thought about myself.
I was busy looking for myself.
However, I've always loved you.
I'm just not good at expressing it.
"The season has been great now, you know".


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